1-20-2011

Visited WP's apartment. I was waiting for him then started snooping. One closet held only 4 large Flinstone dresses/costumes. Another closet, also with a cloth for the door but this one red, led to his parent's house and I remembered that he lived in their basement. After finding this I was feeling nervous about turning on lights. A hallway by the bathroom though led out into the lobby of the apartment building. His apartment had no lockable doors and 2 arches led out into the lobby so anyone could just walk in. I was there with someone else (male) who looked through the fridge with me. We found little packs of women's nightgowns in the fridge. I thought "this is what a bachelor's pad looks like" mentally refuting when Albert had said that about Wendy's apartment.

12-15-10

Had visited a store with F (who kept kissing me.) Was drawing kids clothes when my alarm went off.

#1 distressed denim a subtle navy floral 3 ruffles.

#2 black. tie. dotted.

10-9-10

Saw a documentary movie with Jack. as an unnamed expert. In it the viewer trusts him. At a show/talk work event I sat between G. Smith and Jack who seems like he's going to ask me out. He tells me I owe him $35 for the shirt. I thought I'd paid him! Then he says I owe $50 a month. I mention having seen the film. He invites me to go to a school event. Tells a story about orgasms calming men and how this doesn't happen to him since he doesn't have them. Hinted at childhood drama. I'm distracted by a girl talking to me. Then Jack mentions something a friend of his had said at her coming out party-something about "best cunt on the airplane." The girl & I both try to come up with similar phrases but I get distracted by realization that Jack is hinting he's gay. Turns out the girl is the friend who'd had the party. Later she warns me off Jack--but he seems like he wants to hang out.

2.) She threatens to kill me. I'm alone at her apartment and it's a trap. I'm supposed to walk around and trigger things that will kill me. I realize and go out the window instead. [I don't appear again as me.] omnipotent view of her and Jack and friends in the room bun unrecognizable-younger. She realizes trap didn't spring so all of them use their will at once--building falls with explosion. In her mind it's my fault.

nov. 2010

There had been running & searching through brown rooms. Something about Hitler (he's been in the news.) Then I go downstairs to ask my mom to make pizza. She's sitting laughing in the midst of a posh party. I walk up to her and wake up.