I had a dream last night. For part of it I was awake but I was dreaming words and being awake was effecting them. They were evolving. Open to suggestion.

so this one guy was in charge of picking people for the orgy. There were four of us and I was nervous about passion since I had no feelings for any of the other three. Two were men I had worked with and the other, the man in charge, I knew but can't remember how. I went at it honestly the intimacy tempered with my everyday relationships with these men. Later talking to friends and my sister remembering little events from it in that "oh my god" way.